.::the same thing again::.

~*it is alot*~
~*so much that i cant really handle*~

maybe i should not have talk to him...cause all the more i talk to him... all the more i think that i had done something terribly wrong and all the more i think that he is never happy with the way i work... i think some of your know who i am talking about...

not a nice feeling... i am biased... sorry... i didnt realise that until today... i didnt mean to... i thought of all the possible reasons but i cant find a reason to support my stand... ok... i admit... i did forget them... but at least one of them is in it right?

i am tired of all these things... it is hard to please everyone... i dont know how to... i dont want anymore things on my shoulders anymore... it is just that same stupid feeling like before... although i know... complain dont help... i still have to do it...

just hope that things get over soon... as soon as possible...

did your realise that i am always waiting for things to get over... cause i am always facing situation that i can do nothing about... can only wait for the thing to be over... cause one day anything will also end one...

and...

i never like to admit that things are still the way they are... why do youu even ask? ever know what feeling i am getting? not nice... i dont know what youu are thinking... just when i thought youu will not care, youu did... just when i thought i will get nothing, i got it...

just when i thought everything is over...it is such a mixed feeling... giving out the wrong message at the same time...

did youu know that a reply is enough?

i tried to test it out... youu passed it... somehow i go what i want... but how long will this even last? i doubt it will be for long...

so jie yim... you are a failure... you always thought that you know people well just by talking with them or knowing them for sometime... but come to think of it... you are just nothing... didnt you realise that all your entries are filled with words like 'i never know what you are thinking?'

so sad...but that is the truth... things are always like that for you... you should go and think about it...

just when you thought that everything is over, things start again...

~*oh...that is just so sad*~
~*go ahead and count how many entries have those words*~
~*go ahead and think*~
~*have you master that skill yet?*~
~*to know people inside out*~
~*especially them...*~