.::tired::.

~*ok...i hope things are ok le*~
~*i suppose they are*~

haix... now only feeling tired and can feel all the suan feeling coming up le... can predict how suan my legs will be tomorrow...

and...haix... i think things are ok le... as in i suppose that things are ok...

please people...if there is anything that your not happy or bu shuang about me, please tell me directly... i want to change to be a better person...

cause i just cannot imagine the day when all my friends left me le then start to realise that something is wrong with me...

and i never like changes... i never like people coming into and leaving my life...

so please if there is anything that is wrong about me, please tell me... directly...

although i know i am quite stubborn and sometimes i would not change... but please... at least i know...

it is not that i am emotionally stubborn or something, koon hui... just that i wanted to know why...that is why i am holding on to it so tightly... as in their group meant something to me... so i will hold on to it... like i say, i dont want to be sentenced to death without knowing why...

anyway...thank you to people who bothered to ask and who bothered to help and who bothered to listen...

and to you, if you realise, i am trying to change after kee lui told me about it...just that i didnt realise that it applies to you also...

~*hope the rainbow is out*~