.::rain makes me happy::.

~*rain is something that wash away everything*~
~*everything that you never want to think about*~
~*but for that few moments only*~

WAHTUCK...can you tell me?it dont feel good to not know... and i think it will not be anything good... i dont want what you told me to happen... things are ok now... please...

thank you daryl...thank you for saying out what i dont dare to say...thank you shi bin for listening... we two have realise that time is no longer the same... i am not who i used to be... and your too... so let it be... we know that jokes and everything will still be there... thank you shi bin for trying to help but what you said didnt help... but at least you put an effort... that is enough...

alot of your.. it is enough to just ask...but he never do that... i am trying to not care about him... maybe it is wrong even from the start to be closer to him... and i think i am going near my task... he never bothers me that much anymore...

did he even realise that eveyone had realised what he is doing? did he even realise what i am thinking? i doubt so... so let it be...

sorry if i turn all my sad into angry... that is the only way to not be sad... that is the only way to do things... other than being sad and can do nothing...

thank you jeremy and koon hui that gang for asking me out for dinner just hoping to psycho me... i actually wanted to go...but... someone is there... i dont want to carry that fake smile...

so many things that your told me... i heard it thousand times... heard it from myself also... but things are easier said than done...i am trying...

i just keep hoping that the next time will be better

i have no idea... is it that i have problem with my way of talking or they got hearing problem or they did it on purpose? better no another time...

hope that youu will be happy... but the fear is coming near me again... again...i believe youu will be happy... but what about me?

you never know what is behind those happy smiles...

it is good to laugh at stupid jokes and have some fun in the rain... even if i am walking alone in the rain... it is also more than enough.. thank you peixuan and hannqian... had a rather bad day but thanks to all those water splashing... and being splashed by a passing bus!!! ok... i am ok after the walk to kallang mac...

did i ever told anyone that i actually walked in the rain around the carpark behind my house? i forgot what the whole problem is but i think it is them again... but the walk rocks.. though the rain was not big enough... haha... it did helped...

who say rain equals to sorrow?

~*pardon my bad temper recently huh*~
~*i am just turning my sorrows into anger to make myself feel better*~
~*sorry if i failed to control my anger well*~