.::over sensitive?::.

~*did i ever tell your that i am super sensitive?*~
~*dont try to hide anything*~
~*i will know*~
~*i will know who you like or who you are interested in*~
~*so beware*~
~*cause i am sensitive*~

ok...now at dallan's house... i like his keyboard...cause i like the sound when you press it...but i dont like the shift key... cause its position so weird... i will press the wrong thing...

ok...things are no where better recently... only that i found out reasons why things are the way they are now...at least someone is willing to tell me... i dont have to keep searching for answer...but again...why are they telling different things to different people?

haix...i am trying to learn to not care... not care as in dont think so much... just do my best for things and things will be ok...

but when i am alone...things are just hard to say...

just think so much...it is not easy to do what you say... dont think jiu dont think meh?

do youu know that youu no longer make me sad?...cause i learn to take things in my stride... no longer so bend on having things my way...cause i know that it will not be nice... but i still dont like the fact that youu talk to me only when youu have problems...

all along i thought that they are the ones i am closest to...but i guess at times that i am wrong... things are hardly for me... they are there for me... most of my memories... but when things go wrong... do they support?

guess the number reading my blog... it is super low...

again...back to youu... i am just so sensitive that i can feel what youu are thinking... thinking as in... whatever youu say, i think i can predict... lets just wait and see or do youu dare to admit to it?

will the same thing as before happen again? say one thing and do another?

i dont know... let time tell the answer... what else can i do?

you...always there wanting me to tell you things... hello... do you even care?

it is just the same thing as you are feeling... will it even help to say? so quit asking me...

lets just hope that whatever bad things will end real soon... end and let me be happy...

BY THE WAY...

i can go MALAYSIA le!!!

that shall be the last... i promise...

hmmm... i wonder which junior college will we be working with... hmmm... what if it is...? haha... (oops...oh my did your realise that the previous 'haha' is the first time it is appearing after how many entries?)

~*be happy*~
~*youu know*~