.::am i ok?::.

~*i start to think that i am selfish*~
~*more than selfish*~
~*evil*~

ok... whatever... if you ever had the taste of depression, will you ever choose to go into it after you had manage to get out of it?

although my depression case not to the extreme that i will kill myself... but i think one day, if i get into depression again, i may just move closer to that... cause i can sense myself closer le...

anyway... if you ever taste depression, you will never choose to get into it again... so when i am about to be sad, i chose to be angry instead... i did alot of things on purpose just to vent my anger... not on those whom i think are innocent... only at those targetted ones...

i will feel better when i see them being pissed off by me... how great can that be...you never know unless you try it again...

and there are just some people that i am tired of treating them good... so beware.. dont step on my tail again... i will make sure i show no mercy... just those 2...

if any of your ever sense that i am going against you delibrately, then most likely you are right... cause i think i trust my skills in 'shooting' people down...

anyway... there are people with me... so if you think a big group is against you, then all the more you are right...

anyway... tomorrow is chingay... good nite...

all the best for rehearsal tml...

~*to NHDS*~
~*to myself*~
~*to everyone*~
~* C= *~