.::Hows life?::.

~*oh...i feel like touching my tarots later*~
~*ok*~
~*thats what i shall do*~

life is not that good for me... i still dont know how to stay awake inclass... as in lecture... i keep falling asleep.... and now i have problem typing... i keep typing the wrong things...

ok... mondays and tuesdays are not that happy days for me... but they are the 2days of the week that i get lesser problems...

mondays and tuesday i got hardly anything to do with nhds so i am exposed to lesser problems... tomorrow having PE... 2.4km...omg...

oh ya... one of my knowledgeable friend today, said that all guys have to be able to run 2.4km in less than 10 minutes so that when we are attacked by Malaysia, they will be able to run across the causeway to capture Kuala Lumpur... the causeway is 2.4km long... amazed? i am...

ok... i am amazed by my friend...

anyway... something is terribly wrong with my darling... dont know what is wrong with her... keep skipping her meal... and she is no longer into fruits which she used to like the most... haix... she cant tell us anything... my poor darling...

ok... it is my darling dog, BABY... haha... she dont seem ok... although she still plays at times... maybe she is on a diet or something...

anyway... i am starting to think about the same stupid things... the same stupid things that will never make me sad anymore... it will only make me wonder...

when you cant find reason to why you fall for someone, it will be terrible if your love is not returned cause it is those love with no reason that will last... cause you cant find a reason to not let it last...

i am like that now... how long le? not a year yet... how long will it last? i dont know...

i only know i will no longer be sad about it... cause i am just so used to the way things are... just some little things can make me happy... happy as in be contented...

youu dont know how happy i was that day... haha...

anyway... i am just trying at times to get myself angry... hoping that something will just change... but so sad, nothing happened... haix... so let it be...

there is this poor guy in my class... i am in the same group as him during PW and same group during GP lessons...

it is the whole class against him... so sad... it is like he is such a big idiot in with the way he do things... and he always think he is right... the worse of all he is a MCP... male chauvanist pig... he never trust girls... so i shall never trust him... whatever he do, i will seek for reassurance from other people to make sure it is right...

to get this straight... i dont pity him at all... cause he dont deserve it... so many people had been telling him what is wrong with him but he just dont accept... so do you still think he deserve to be pity?

anyway... i am one of the worst girls in school... i think only 3 of us dares to shoot him directly...

i am evil... i commented him directly and straight in the face cause i know it is ok to destroy the relationship between me and him... he will never be of any use to me... so fan lian jiu fan lian la...

anyway... he is not being gentleman to not quarrel with me... the whole thing is he shut up whenever i say somehting about him cause he literally got nothing to say...

oh that is such a sad case...

did i say i was evil or rather i am evil...

haha... the evil plot is still on... thank you daryl, shibin and si aun... whatever that your have tried to do, it is more than enough... i am happy now... and i will keep myself happy...

anyway... i am evil and i kept doing evil things on him... but i doubt he realise it... i got the hint... i know one day he will not be happy about it and he will start to bu shuang me again... but what can i say? i dont know how to let him know that we are not happy with the way he is doing things...

anyway... i know he will bu shuang me soon... got the super great hint...

ok... i am having chemistry test tomorrow...but i am preparing to fail it... anyway... it is not in prelims... and i amgoing to buy a chem guide book tomorrow...haha...

~*tarots*~
~*youu*~