.::BACKSTAE CREW DAY::.

~*Backstage crew for a day!!!*~
~*things are still the same*~
~*i am sorry*~

first thing first... i was a backstage crew for a day with a group of korean dancers and drummers from a koreean dance company... i am now still too lazy to go and find out what is the name of their dance company... i only know i saw a lot of ministers today. not realli alot but there is justmore than one guest of honour...

ok...we learned how to set up the dance floor mat and we learn how to sweep the floor... haha... so many paper... but those koreans are bringing those paper back to korea... haha.. singaporean gift...hehe...

anyway... they are pro danceer and they got a pro stage coordinator... although their language is different from ours and they cant speak english, he still try his best-est to discript to the stage manager, who is our dearest Mr Tay Bao Shun, who is also one of the best few Stage Manager in singapore!!! haha... they are professional... just like what they claimed they are...

their smile is able to go into your heart and melt your heart...the drums are super heavy...there is one super big one...which i dont know how to describe but i know it nits more than 2 people to carry it...

ok...at the end of every rehearsal we have to sweep up all the papers that gaves the autuum effect... they brought their own drums, own cymbals, own ironing board, own iron, own lighting template, own foam making machine... haha... pro... own basket also!!!

anyway... thanks SHIBIN... thanks forbeing there... i think i am starting to make you feel irritated... anyway... i did evil things today... and days pass by... i am starting to feel sorry... sorry for what i had done... but i know i cant really stop cause i got no other means to let you know that i am not happy with the ways you are doing things and treating us... so i decide to guai lan and attitude... but seems like it only makes you start to not like me again... but whatever... doing those evil things will not make me sad... say i am sadist or whst...

but i can say i am feeling sorry for what i am doing... and i am scare of 'losing' you again but i got no choice but to do this to let you know that we are not happy...

but i know that is the only wayto protect myself... cause i dont want to go into depression...

anyway... to youu... do you have a single bit of idea that everything is still the same? what i am thinking and feeling but the problem is, the things that i fear are setting in... i hope that THAT time will come faster... maybe things will just be better those days...

but i do hope that i have not lose youu by then... anyway... i have to thank youu for the little hopes... although they are just nothing... but what else more can i ask for?

i will never be sad over youu... so i will be happy.... haha...

i cant find a reason why it is youu... but i know... it is normal to not be able to find a reason...

anyway... thats about it... i am hoping for a better tomorrow...!

~* C= *~
~*thankyou SHIBIN!!!*~
~*YOU ROCK*~
~*youu know*~
~*i know youu know*~