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~*afew things that i intend to blog*~
~*today*~
~*them*~
~*youu*~
~*but my eyes are closing...*~

ok... i shall start with today first, or rather the past few days... haha... i am totally EXHAUSTED... not just one day and i dont think it is only me... thanks to people who put in an effort to help wih the drums... thanks a million...

special thanks to zhen yu, yongxuan, weihong, connie, xue zhen (shuat zhen), *i feel like putting that name down... ahhah... evil me*, daryl, da sam, zhongyi, and A WHOLE LOT more... i mean i dont feel like continuing on putting more names... i will flood this entry... so your know who you all are... so

heres a BIG THANK YOU to you all...

ok... thanks to all...

sorry that i flared up at the prata shop today... i just feel so BOTTLED up... things end le...but i dont know why i still like that... i just felt like crying at that time... and coke didnt cheer me up fast in time... although i gulp down one can in less than 10minutes... the coke came and i just kept drinking...

things sometimes just dont go the way it should be... sorry if things dont seem that neat... i mean i really dont know where to start planning when no matter where i start to plan, nothing seems right... so why make myself feel worse?

and i think one day i will let EVERYTHING OUT... i really mean EVERYTHING...

haha

await for that day to come...

and thanks to those who gave advice... i mean...although i never heed those advice... i know i should do all those... but i am still in the midst of convincing myself to listen... so... haha... things are better on my side... no longer that emotionally stubborn le hor...

ok...we shall now move on to youu... something short and nice... not replying dont help... i mean if not replying will help, it will have helped long long long long time ago... things will still be the same for quite long...

ok...them hor... i got my reasons... so... it is no longer just me la... it is a WHOLE LOT of people also... so start using your brain... hate me or something i also dont care le... i mean... for these things, i can no longer care...

you all still matters...but i have to think for the future... just hoping that you all will start to use that thing up there and think... if you all can understand, things will be a WHOLE LOT better... the world will be a nicer place to live in...

i am also tired of promises... so no more promises anymore...

ok... i am totally tired... drinking red bull and coke no longer help today... i mean... i drank one red bull and 2 coke...still so so so tired... so... no more... good nite!!!

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