.::so many tings::.

~*so many things happened today*~
~*go ahead and bu shuang*~
~*i think i no longer care*~
~*tomorrow will be better day*~

ok... i have to admit...so many things happened today... i cried again in nan hua... sad... anyway.... if i make some mistake here in this entry, please pardon me... i am abit abit drunk from the red wine that i drink...

anyway... i didnt mean to xia lan him... we will be talking about i tomorrow... so hope things will be settle tomorrow...

i didnt meant to xia lan... how afraid i am... scare that one day he will bu shuang me again... and i know if i dont thrash things out son enough, that day willbe drawing near...

i think it is time to give up on him... so many people are telling me that he is only a tool... cant he just treasure smeone who treat him like a person? i am disappointed... stop telling me to dont care about him... i just want all of your to be together...

i have the urge to tell youu everything today... but i expected the reply from youu... youu will be telling me the same thing...they are just kids...

anyway... let a new month start soon... so i can sms more...

C= this smile still stands for the same thing...

i miss youu...

~* C= *~