.::here i am!!!::.

~*i am not hyped today either*~

ok...woke up...walked to the vet... realised it is closed... rarr... nevermind... i think have to go again tomorrow... I THINK... cause no one want to tell me the truth... i dont even know whether she is home.. i think she is... nevermind...

ok... made my way to nanhua... silly...nothing to do there...sianed... then i start to do xuanzi again...then i realise why i am having that pain on my left part of my yao... rarr... XUAN ZI... omg.. stupid...

then went to studio...went to bring blur blur and erm-herm in... then when they left and no one is there to talk to me le... i jiu start to feel sleepy when all the jokes are over... then keelui the mouse went to sleep in the lion... then rarr.. i also sleep.. d= but i sleep by the mirror...

then when everything end,i woke up...keelui DIDNT!!! haas...he woke up and THREW the lion aside... cause have to xia ke mah... then after that we went central...

should i go chalet? i think better not.. i am not feeling very right recently...

omg...kuai le chong bai... heavenly... C=

i am going to force people to learn that dance... lol...

erm...ok the past few days... i talked to chuenyong last night... and i have a conclusion...or rather an answer... for myself... and whatever la... i dont want to talk about it le... i dont want to repeat everything, cause things have been going on in my head for quite sometime le.. weeks? hmm...dont know...

but whatever it is...i know chuenyong did not have that sense of saticsfaction cause he didnt really help me... how to help lor... it is me... i mean..my choice.. but the good thing is i have an answer... let what happened be...hmm... i dont know how to say... thank you anyway... C=

please understand...not i dont want to say.. but just that i dont know how to... things are in my mouth and yet i choose to not let them out... nevermind... that will never have the chance of happening again...i think... i would not allow that to happen... C=

actually i thought about alot of things today also... i am being reminded of my past these few days.. is that a good thing? i dont know... who are the ones who made me cried the most... them, especially him bah... i suppose your know who... nevermind.. things are over...

oh no...i have to wear skirt or shorts tomorrow le lah...rarr... no more jeans or pants... die die... see... not enough clothes... d=

busy day...nothing much done today.. oh no... that means more time to stone...and that means OH NO... nevermind...

you cant blame me for thinking too much.. cause i am having a mixed emotions most of the times...

my bill... handphone bill... my mother is exceptionally calm about it.. she didnt nag...she just said somethings about it.. it is 50plus... oh no.. but i am shocked cause i expected more... but i didnt exceed last month k... d=

ok.. weekends are coming..so that means holidays are ending soon... hmm... nevermind... tomorrow will be another crappy day bah... study!!!

i am missing some people... LIYING!!! haas... when can we go out to study? hmm...

omg... i sneezed lot today... i am not sick or having running nose or anything and i think i broke my own record... 10 times...it is considered alot for not a day when i am not sick... crazy... haas...

`actually it is already nice to know that you are sitting there
`next to me
`even if it is in the rain

~*listen to kuai le chong bai*~
~*smiles*~
~*thats what i want to see on your face*~
~* C= *~