.::hmmm... what title should i put?::.

~*i dont know*~
~*i am feeling crazy*~

hmm...it is only the first day lor... rarr... thats why i say i am feeling crazy... can actually dump my handphone aside for these few days le lor...

anyway... my voice changed!!! that is not something to be proud of... or to be happy about... i hope that i can still talk tomorrow after the NDP or rather, SYF practice in the stadium...

oh no... ok... for today... what i did today... before i move on to what are the wrong things that i ate today... d=

i woke up at 7.18am by my sister... i insisted on sleeping in for another 5 min so i lied there and i felt weird... ok...i felt crazy.. then i woke up, bathe and went to nanhua... rained when i walked to bus stop... got abit drenched... then reach there...

the moment i step into the hall, heard weihong shouting at some people... stunned... then after that jiu have practice lor... and i lazed around again... d=

then i went to take a short nap... then rachel came and wake me up say can go eat lunch le... but before that i ate somethings also la... oops... and when i am eating, some people message me... hmm... then ok lor... oh ya... did i mention that yongxuan called at 2 plus that night? rarr... lucky he didnt wake me up... i wonder why...haas...

then i went down with weihong... hmmm... 4 trays... for 140 people... lol... how can it be enough? then the 2 of us went to get our own food... depend on her? lol... starve to death...shall not continue on that... then went to talk to laoshi...

then went up and cassandra and christine came and we started talking about...hmm... then after that the others dance dance dance then they went for their games... and guess what? i sleep AGAIN... i sleep till 5 plus from around 3 i think... haas...

i dont know is it because i am feeling tired, sick, sian or crazy.. but i just cant play those wet games.... lucky i didnt... if not i guess i will be feeling worse now...

then they come up... i wake up... laoshi was saying i have a big bedroom...the whole hall is like my room like that...

then sat there...stone... ya...i start stoning again.. so i think your should know what i am doing again... then laoshi start to get angry cause no one is doing anything to keep the things... then jiu no choice...start to help them find key to the studio... and thats when i shouted again...

then after that things end... then went downstairs then walked to central with hannqian and gang... then crap and joke... omg... lol... then went to get PEPPERMINT MILK TEA DOUBLED PEARL... then took train home with yunian and 2 sec1s... haas.. but i alight at jurong east... then i am alone for the trip to choa chu kang...

then reached home...mama ask me to eat... but no wei kou cause i just had that sweettalk... then went to bath and then when i was about to use the computer, my dad's friend came and my house is still having a dog gathering now... cause my dad's friend brought his dog along... so my house have 3 dogs now... I AM NOT ONE OF THEM OK... rarr

i cant play with baby lah... she dont want to play with me... she keep spending her time on the sofa lor... to run away from carrot... haiz... hmm...

ok... now...to what i ate the whole day... d=

omg...my dad just gave me 20 bucks... hmm... lol

ok...back to topic...

in the morning... my mama made me hotdogs...meant to go with a bread... so i ate 2 hotdogs and 1 bread... wait... the hotdog is burnt... cao da... it is bad or my throat...my mama ask me to remove those burnt part but i am lazy...

then reach school... mouth itchy...want to eat... then i went to get nuggets and hotdog... hmm...then ate shao bing and those biscuit that hannbin got back from malaysia...oops.. but i drank dong gua cha... packeted drink...

then lunch... i went to eat cheesedogs and nuggets and rice... omg... then went up... then hmm...fat... then i ate pizza also..omg... 3 slices... shi fei de lor... lol... then no more after that... had PEPPERMINT MILK TEA DOUBLED PEARL...

all the above food mentioned, nothing seems to be good for my throat... whatever la... haas... i will stop it tomorrow..

i want my voice to be ok... i want to talk.. i scare i cant talk after tomorrow... haas...

ok... when i reached home and was about to use the computer, my sister was 'borrowing' it for awhile... then i started singing 轨迹.. she got abit shocked...

]why you suddenly like the song?
[erm...i dont know
]erm... ok

that day i was singing 最熟陌生人... then yunian asked me twice
]you 失恋 izzit??
[huh? why? no lah... lol...

something like that and he asked me TWICE... what a cute junior i have...

erm...so top on the list now... 轨迹 最熟陌生人 你要的不是我...

i think i am just getting myslf prepared for that day to come... i am like that... cant blame me... but i still cant imagine...oops..i am going crazy again...haas...

i am not sad...just dont know what to think...haas...

cause i really dont know what will happen next... so i am thinking...haas... we shall see...

stupid... i think i should go and get soemthings done and sleep early?i will sleep early...haas... C=

~*smile*~
~*i hope you are smiling now*~
~* C= *~
`there are just somethings that dont need to be said