.::why this feeling?::.

~*feel like... hmm...*~

i will really appreciate if someone give me a slap on my face now... maybe it will be even better if someone can explain to me why i am getting this stupid feeling...

swollen eyes... rarr... i hate it la... just what is wrong?

great that now i can use the computer... but it only make me want to nag more on blog...and all these naggings dont help...

maybe i really should sleep early... normally...normally...since when are things normal? RARR...

i think i am not stupid...i am just feeling sad over the fact that i am such a failure... dont ask me why...i dont like that... cause the question only make me feel even more stupid and more of a failure... cause i cannot come up with an answer... when will i learn?

slap me la... if next time anyone of you see me staring into space, it is advisable to hit me on my head...so that i will stop thinking... i hope it will...

or maybe it is the songs...

i wasted a whole lot of time...

i realise i dont want to say those words... i know i will not like it and i know i will regret...but i know i am feeling stupid... what can i say?

`when you say those things
`what can i say?
`i am holding them back
`cause i know they cant help
`i will only be hyped after that
`whats the point?