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i dont know what happened last night.. but my thinkings are getting more and more towards the wrong way...

my left eye is twitching... allow something good to happen

if this is the game and i dont have a say, i think one day, i will choose to end the game...if i can... i am a leo... like it or not...i am the way i am... i already lose the control of having a say... haiz... maybe that is the sad thing... so i cant even choose to end the game...

anyway... i am both a cancer and a leo... a failure of both... not sensitive enough to be a cancer and not able to lead the life that i want as a leo...

i am in no position to say anything now... not in any position to demand anything...

i am in no position to be angry... and maybe even in no position to be sad...

we are all in no position to own anything now... except to finish the race...

it is acting time... time to act happy... C=

that is me... i have not being acting for quite some time...

haiz... ok... i have been acting all along... it is part of my life... i never let my family know what i am feeling...

cause they cant help...

i am not restricting myself with all the horoscope and stuff.. but i just believe that they are real to some extent... who dare to say that it is totally not true?

scold me please...wake me up... tell me everything in my life is ok and going the right way.. tell me that i am thinking too much... tell me that i am just paranoid.. tell me that things are really ok...

~*communication problem*~
~*smile*~
~*thats what i want to see on our faces*~
~*all of us*~
~* C= *~