.::Weird People::.

~*or should i say*~
~*PEOPLE ARE WEIRD*~

ok fine... whatever...

hmm...i dont know why people like to lie to themselves... i mean... i know you inside out... just that i didnt want to voice out my understanding... i think you will be so shocked if i do...

but anyway... however nice you made it sound, i know you are still lying to yourself.. things can never be the way you want them to be... no matter what happen, she is still in your life... she is just so important to you...

no matter how happy and nice you make yourself sound and seem, you still cannot deny that tingy little feeling within you... maybe because you are just used to the kind of life with her around...

that is the reason why i say people are weird creature... you did something that you jolly well know that you should not and in the end you still dont regret when you are left in a struggle... how long have this struggle last le?

another reason why people are weird creatures.. they like to lie to themselves... obviously the thing in front of you is a plum and yet you choose to tell yourself it is just an apple... haiz... stupid people...

another stupid thing that make humans weird creature is the fact that they say one thing and do another... i understand the fact that somethings are easier said than done...but haiz... people are still weird.. and that is my conclusion...

who was the one who tell me that he never believe in...nevermind.. i should not continue.. haiz...it is ok... cause i expected the answer from you.. i know what you will say if i ask it infront of you.. i mean.. i understand you..haas.. it is just my choice to show or not show my understanding...

i think i need to talk a long walk again.. maybe tonight.. haas...maybe coke? haas... random...

nevermind.. i think i should not continue on this topic anymore since i am also not very clever... and since the person who should be reading this will never know it is him.. haiz... pointless right?
see... stupid me...

haiz... i seriously dont know what i am thinkng this afternoon... i only know i feel stupid.. haas.. stupid...

am i feeling better? or do i feel lost now? maybe more of lost? nevermind.. i think i choose to be a weird creature and treat as though nothing have happened... since i really dont know what to do las... haas... nevermind... happy jiu hao.. haas... but hor...it is difficult to call... i still prefer sms... d= haas...whatever...

shit...i hate this feeling.. i am missing you.. ya.. but somehow, somthing tell me i should not.. hmm.. rarrr.. haiz..

nevermind... i feel like picking up my phone...but are you busy? hmm... nevermind...

okok...maybe i should move on to what happened yesterday... went marina bay.. i forgot le lah... i dont remember events and dates but i think i remember those small details of small little things... until now i still dont know what i know lor.. rarr... see? another evidence of me being stupid... d=

took some spastic photos at the arcade...

post later if i manage to get them from kaiwen? haas...

ok..there is this stupid thing... there is this group of ah beng... thekids playing parapara mah...then they want to play... ask the kids to let them have their go first.. OBVIOUSLY is want to show off see how pro they are la...

so this funnyah beng went to try... then fine lor...want to show off, we see lor... seriously i tried to hold back my laughter le hor...

then he dance la... then there are just parts that he will 为了要炫耀, some parts he go and use his leg or do other stunts...but for all those, he miss... aiyo...MALU...lol

then after that... i really buai tahan.. me and yunian go to the back to laugh.. the ah bengs there still trying to prove their friends are great by clapping for him...

HELLO hannbin is pro-er

haas

i think those guys think that we are laughing at their pro-ness or greatness... but WRONG... we are laughing at their sillyness...haas...

i think the sec1 wushu better than them lor... rarrs...haas

okok... next...today morning.. haas...

i am blogging now cause i dont know whether ican use the computer tonight...haas...

my mama called me this morning but i accidentally reject her call.. i think this is the first time that i reject her call in the morning.. but cant blame me...she has been scolding me thru the phone for so many times these few days.. and i am really scare... phobia? so i just reject the call without knowing...haas...

then after i reject that call, half awake, some clever people called and wake me up... first is sms in the morning la..next is call... you stupid jiu hao... wake up so early go school when school dont start so early... still hai me to wake up so early also...

nevermind.. then talk lor... how to go back and sleep la... rarr... nevermind... talk awhile after that jiu dont entertain me le.. rarr... nevermind... weather so good.. should have sleep in longer... nevermind!!! i go bathe then i went to the bank despite the heavy rain... despite the cats and dogs.. haas...

then mama call and scold again... say what rain also go out... rarr rarr.. nevermind.. i went to get peppermint milk tea DOUBLE PEARL!!! haas.. happy whole day le lor...haas...

stupid... come home.. i think i sleep again... oops.. is i really sleep again... have to study le... rarr....

next week...weihong was saying... he think chungcheng people miss him... sorry..i think they miss me too.. i will rush down after my chemistry test that day...since the test is at 9...haas.. by the time i end.. hmm... 11 at most... cab down... before 12? haas.. still can play...haas...

~*weird people*~
~*so many weird people around me LOR*~
~*smiles*~
~*thats what i want to see on our faces*~
~*GOOD LUCKS*~