.::Who am I?::.

~*nevermind*~
~i am feeling stupid again*~
~*thats for today only bah*~

omg...today dont seem to be a good day?

first i got paranoid thinking that someone is bu shuang

then i got into the thing that i cant handle... i felt like a burden to someone... hmmm... and when the whole stupid thing is...when i was told that i was not at fault... but i am still wondering... stupid right?

haiz.. i dont know lah... i think it is just not appropriate to talk about those stuff here... so... who to talk to? =C

nevermind... i am ok... just for the fact that i dont like this...

someone telling me i am RUDE...next moment, someone of higher rank say that we are cultured people with good manners... hear that? what is this?

and contradiction after contradiction... we want her back...

oh no... actually i feel like breaking down now...but NO!!! control...

look at the time... hmm...where is my tagboard? hmm... sianz...

actually...how do i face... ? hmmm...nevermind... drop the topic...

for everything that i do, i have a purpose and i think i know what i am doing... i hope people understand...

oh no...stoning again... what now? stop thinking...rarr...

nevermind... haiz... yesterday and today? i bet they are not good days for sam and i... hmm...

yupz...maybe i should just SHUT UP too right? rarr

who am i...? i mean... nevermind...that is the god-knows-how-many-time i typed that word le... i mean... i think i just dont feel like putting everything down here anymore...

or maybe for now?...

ok... i think i ate very little today.. is that something good or bad? erm...wanton mee... 1slice of pizza... 1 small garlic bread... 2drumlets... 1 chicken pie... and really drank alot of water today...

ok... i suddenly remember something.. i am being deemed as REGULARS can? rarr...rarr... maybe i should stop typing that word... i mean... '**rr*

cause that will mean i have to touch on those 2 letters that can be found in her name... **rr... hmm...i am sensitive to quite alot of things today...oops...

got some clever people...still asking me need morning call or not... in the end? wake up later than me... =C sorry... for getting you more sick... shall sleep early today... C=

my eyes are feeling quite heavy from the crying today... d=

~*smiles*~
~*thats what i want to see on our face*~
~* C= *~