.::hmm... thats just how bad it feel::.

~*that feel so so bad*~
~*i didnt realise*~
~*worse than last week?*~
~*ya.. i think so*~

ok.. woke up this morning.. had about an hour more sleep than usual... cause today do cip at st luke what.. hmm.. ok.. this morning was ok.. but when i reached boon keng and i start to think...

hmm... if that day you didnt bring me through that route, i doubt i will know how to get to boon keng today... then when i reached that market at boonkeng, i remembered us seeing a sweettalk there and i went to get a drink.. ok.. it is very early.. today is an unhealthy day.. i hope i dont fall sick.. ok.. i am ok already.. haas...

then when i reached boonkeng, we started crapping away.. and i tried to find someone to go plaza singapura with me.. .but no one seems interested... ah... whatever... plaza singapura is not that sian a place ok? spotlight rocks.. random...

then went to the place for cip.. and things were rather ok until someone called... i mean.. i was already thinking and thinking and thinking... hearing the voice of that someone made me felt worse.. hmm...

then that was around lunch time.. and i was so so totally sian diao after lunch.. sat around, do nothing... then when things end, i tried to drag my friends to plaza singapura again.. then i suggested movie this time round.. ok.. abit stupid... nothing real nice that i can watch with them...

then i went home.. on the bus trip.. i start to realise.. so it is really that bad a feeling to be missing someone... someone told me it is painful that it keeps coming back.. i didnt really understand that 2 weeks ago, but this 2 weeks, i understand and experience what and how bad it really feel...

i think this is just the aftermath of spending too much time tgether during weekends? maybe? hmm... not angry or not unhappy about things... just feeling abit sad or down?

then slept on the trip back.. alighted thinking that i should just go straight home for nap... walk half way.. crave for those orange ice cream.. ok.. not ice cream, no milk content ones.. nice nice.. since last night i am craving for it le...

then went to search for it in the market.. got it and tapioca chips.. munching away now..so i hope that i dont fall sick... d=

going to sleep and finish my work before 9!!! C=

~*SMILES*~
~*listen to the song again*~
~*A Whole New World*~