.::tired::.

~*you never know until you try*~
~*aren't we trying now?*~

ok... so my day was a happy one...

what i expected to happen did not happen... no one mentioned anything about it.. maybe that is a good thing... at least nothing really turn bad now... so it is good and school days are still like that... not really happy but just as crappy and as time pass...

continue the countdown...

went out... i bet next time if i am sad, i will never take strolls on my own again... i think that will only make me think of you...

life is like that... you never know until you try... that is just life... you never know what will happen the next minute... maybe i will die in bed tonight? maybe tomorrow when i am on my way to school i meet with some accident? it is good to think far, but maybe not too far please...

when you think real far, it give me the feeling that, to you, everything just seem to be impossible.. nothing good will come out of it...

and that means, you gave me the feeling that you will leave me... ok.. i just thought of all these when i was bathing? haaas...

i start to wonder, what if what you went through happen the other way round this time round? what if i am the one who dont care in the end and you are the one who get fed up in the end? nevermind... dont think too far...

and will things be settled this saturday? will she be ok? will this story just be about you and me from this saturday onwards? no more her? hmm...

I AM OK... i am just thinking...

like i have said, i realised that i no longer know how to prepare for the worst... so dont give me the worst... C;

ok... today... i actually walked around with an uncle-looking person.. i should not say anymore.. mauahhahaa... i feel evil... pack file and more mugging!!!

the power of the M... Muahahhahaa... and Mugging...

~*smiles*~
~*my promise*~
~*never to give you the worst*~
~* C= *~