.::tell me that you are ok::.

~*why must there be emotions in life?*~
~*it is emotions that makes life life*~

yeah... i dont know what i am thinking now... i am learning to be happy... learning the virtue of patience... something that i never use to know... learning that things can be beautiful even if i am waiting...

that is just life... i mean... if there are just somethings that are destinated to take a certain route, there is also nothing much else that i can do right?

today.. ok.. i mean yesterday... i know it is late le...

i had a great day... not doing anything but just strolling around... i think it is more than enough...

ok... when was the last time i felt that bad? it was quite sometime ago...

i tried to fight back tears when i was on my way to school... i tried to not cry when i see you... stoned but i tell myself... i cant... i just cant... maybe that is the reason why i am so tired now?

but i think after today, i am ok... i hope things are ok in other parties too... i pray... pray that things will be ok...

maybe i am just thinking way too much... thinking too much for others...

hey girl, or are you just trying to act like you dont care or are you just trying to tell the world that you are strong?

ok... i am just trying to act like i dont care but i do... and i do care ALOT...

i am telling the world that you are strong cause i know that the smile on my face may affect others?

people out there.. please know and remember... you never know how much a smile on your face matters to others...

you never know how the tone of your speech and voice matters and affects others...

ok... i am listening to the wrong song.. but i realise i am ok with it.. hmm.. that is a good thing... C=

ok... i need sleep... all those ups and downs and lack of sleep is causing an outbreak on my face.. hmm.. consider the fact that i still have performance on this sunday... rarr... make up? rarr... bad...

ok... looking forward to weekends... and maybe next week... and maybe my birthday eve?

no matter what happen, nothing change.. i mean me... nothing will change...

~*i trust*~
~*i believe*~
~*thats why i hope*~
~*what's next?*~
~*tell me it's happiness*~
~*disappointment is the last thing that i want*~
`i saw the cross...C=