.::this is the 6th::.

~*hmm...*~

this is the 6th... i think i should go to bed before someone come shouting at me... i mean my mama... but i haven iron.. i decide to not iron...do it tomorrow morning...provided that my mama let me do it lah...

how to sleep tonight? after this whole day? not in a mess...just ups and downs...

i am used to it le bahs...

i once told someone... 'i dont know what to do if i am sent back to hell again'

that person told me... 'dont perceive that you are in heaven now'

yah.. that helps but then i realise that is what i have being doing all along... not letting myself be in heaven...

no way will i say those words until the right time.. they almost came out.. but i think i am not the one...

i dont want to repeat... but i have to drilled it...

i am quite hmm.. tired? or rather fatigue after hmm... act happy? was i really happy? ok la.. just so so...the nap saved me... i mean.. i did not get all cranky all thanks to the nap...

omg... i will be having a messy week ahead... school starting... how?

actually i dont like it... act happy? act siao sa? what is this? or is this just the real me? i think this is the real me... siao sa... yea... thats a good thing dude...

but who will face the world with me after that? when i am all alone? who will handle the aftermath that i have to face with me? am i ok? *slaps*

ok.. that is life... i dont think i want to continue...

`u jolly well know tt u can get bck wad u want and u know wad u want`u want her`go ask`and u know u can get it back`why wait4her2give up?`why make both of ur sad?`why make her sad?`u never want her to be sad`u know the solution`can u just do it?`dun find reason`will ur be hapi?`u know tat4now,the oli way2be happy is to get tings back`so why tink tat much?`u know u r at fault`so change`u know where things went wrong`so get it right`wad are u realli tinking?

~*thats all folks*~
~*who want stars?*~
~*smiles*~
~*it can do wonders*~