.::what a day::.

~*serious*~
~*no idea*~

i dont have a single idea what a day today is.. i mean.. not only is it in a mess, i am also not sure about what i am feeling... i mean physically... weak? maybe...

woke up in the morning... blah... dont feel like moving... i want to continue dreaming... but i dragged myself out of bed... bathe, went out to meet weihong and keelui... breakfast or lunch? i dont have a single idea... went there... as expected, late... so waited... the moment i reach there, i got for myself peppermint milk tea... so yupz... that is my breakfast... seriously no appetite... why? hmm...

then FINALLY they came... so ya... then they ate and we walked to nanhua... then all the trouble starts...

they had make up... and i just slacked around until mitochondria come along ask me to help him make up... so ok lor.. anything lor... make up.. but not i want to say la... i am not in those real great mood cause i am thinking.. and seriously it is not my fault that his make up did not turn out as fantastic as i expect it to be.. .he is so so so tan can? how to be outstanding? and i can say... the makeup that they got is real fantastic too...

then went through those finding and searching for costume... then went downstairs to the hall after trying to do turns and spins in the studio...

then the whole crazy thing started... locate and locate and trying to locate... hmm... that seems to be the thing that i am doing the whole day... trying to think and find out where things go wrong or where are the missing things...

then some clever people told some clever people somethings that should not be known to some other clever people... and whoa... scoldings... whatever... i mean things were settled in the end...

then went off... stupid i feel like i can faint anytime on the bus... so i sort of choose to keep quiet through out the trip... then come this big hoohah thing that we just have to discuss...

then conclusion... the moment i reach there... i dont even have time to find coke... but still later i did... and drank it and the next thing i know... walking around looking for teacher... haiz... nevermind... things settled in the end also...

then when things were about to be settled and people are on their way back, some clever people come and say that he forget something... o.0 really omg... send him to school teacher and decided to tell miss yeo and things sort of settled in the end when we realised that there were extras...

and we helped to carry those 'bread' to the teachers...

what did i do next? went to grandstand... laoshi friend helped to repair umbrellas... then walked back... saw dan and baoshun laoshi and went on, saw xiaohuan and friends... then tried to help her get tickets and cant find dan... so went to get his number, called him and he only know me by charcoal can? laugh laugh laugh... so ahead... did i say dan shouted at me today? he treat us to coke but i dont want to drink cause i just finished one and he just shout at me to ask me to drink..joking though...

then managed to find dan but no tickets...

had the first meal at god knows what time.. hmm... 4? then some clever people cut his hand... then mess mess mess... i dont know what happened next...

then come to this thing...people start to move to stand by area and some people just went missing and i dont think i want to touch on this.. i was so so so so frustrated then... cant they just be better? i mean them... haiz... stop this... i did not say anything huh...

then what? walked to the holding area... and i really want to die le... tired... nevermind... the performance went on...

why are there just some special people around huh? nevermind..i did not say anything AGAIN huh... d=

then what is next? nanchiau? ok...after them is finale... got a few clever people come and tell me no cloth... *slaps* so long le then say... i think got people hungry and ate the cloth or something... blah... cut cut cut... cant find cutter... blah... the first aid box is in a mess can?

then finally dig them out...cut and they used... and then the thing was ok bah... i seriously dont know...i only know... WO MEN BEI PIAN... no car lor.. even laoshi think there will be a car coming in to fetch the PM lee... but sadly no... after all the effort that we put in to help to arrange... whatever lah... nothing much goes right today...

then they had dinner in the stadium and as usual... nothing for us.. haas.. used to it.. then sat there are crap... ok..i think i listened more than i talk... tired.. haiz...

went on bus... another bus, different from the sec 3 dancers.. too crowded... and come all the scandal thing again... haiz... i kept quite most of the time..i think i speak less than 5sentence until some clever people poke me in the waist... blah...

then i still kept quiet...dont feel like talking...

reached nanhua...i went to sit at the stalls there... people got shocked seeing me sitting there in the dark...

then called some clever people and that clever people just dont want to tell me what happened... i thought about it the whole day can?

then finally i decide to go home first... i dont think i have the strenght to act happy and ok to them so i went to parade square to see them talking and debriefing the dancers... then when most of them were dismissed and left with the sec3, i decide to go home... i still intend to listen on but seriously... haiz... cannot make it...

then went to sam and some people there... i think kaiwen and what is that A.I. name? yanlong? nevermind... sai gang warrior just like sam... say i am going off... and i think i heard him saying that i look like i am going to collapse anytime...

Hello... who is the one here? tan jie yim got so easy collapse one meh? only few people get the chance to see me breakdown and nevermind... i mean.. i dont want to continue...

then went home on 188 alone and my mp3 die on me... and went out to walk and got food and had coke again... if not you think i still have the neng li to sit here meh?

then what? ok... sianed...i am real beat.. but i dont know how to go tomorrow.. hmm...

a nice song... liying or is it koonhui introduced it to me?

Say Goodbye
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In THE years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'CAUSE true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the worldI'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'CAUSE true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to sayI'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

nono... dont think too much... it is just a nice song and it did make me cry last night...maybe because i was really thinking too much then...

but still i think that is just not what i am going to do now...

i think i need to annouce!!! CONGRATS TO YUNIAN... muahahahahahhahaha....

what am i thinking now?

blah..i dont know.. should i be happy or sad? hmm... people help me decide please...

i think i need to sleep now... seriously...

~*smiles please*~
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