~*why my hand ache?*~
i think it is because of yesterday... should i go next week? abit dui bu qi my da jie, suyin if i dont go leh... hmm...we shall see...
ya... reading archives do help...
it let you know the dates
it let you know what happened
it let you know how people really feel
it let you know what is really going on all this while
it just lets you know alot of things
who was the one who started the topic...
i am starting to think.. maybe i should not have really cared...
i mean... i should not have think right? just like what chuenyong said...
since you are used to him being in your life, then dont think about whether to let go or not... i think i talked to chuenyong about this for more than 2 times le?
but i know one day... something like this will come... i mean.. no solution will ever fall from the sky...
maybe i should not have helded on to it so tightly right from the start...
whatever it is now still lies in your hand... for the dont know how many times, you still cant decide.. maybe it is another time for me to have a say...
i was the one holding on tightly to it and now i am the one who just choose to let go like that... ok.. i am trying to let go... so that is just a typical cancer...
everywhere
ya... maybe... zhao zhi dao... ya.. zhao zhi dao... we all know how to say that... but it dont help...
so ya... maybe i should be happy for whatever that i had got all these while...
thank you... C=
maybe this is a chance to let myself know that my mood should not be so so dependent on you again...
what are the things? i dont know... dont remind me.. i hope they dont...
oh no.. something is happening at home again.. haiz.. good things never come together.. but bad things does...
if i can promise you never to give you the worst, maybe you dont need to prepare yourself for the worst...
but i know you cant promise me to not give me the worst, like now.. so i have to prepare myself for the worst...
thats all.. this is the 4th entry.. more to come... i think...
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