.::GONE!!::.

~*it is gone*~
~*it leave me the unexpected way*~

ok...not really mine... but still... so long le... the hamster of my family.. her name is Towel... we call her Mao Jin... ya..i know...what a name for a hamster... not me...ask my sister...

anyway... it is the longest living hamster in my house.. it is around 3 years old le... the previous ones never live past their first birthday... cause my mother likes to bathe them, water gets into their ears and poof.. die lor...

anyway...this little darling... sorry not even a single picture of it...how much sadder can this get??

this little darling... my sister got it as a reward for doing well in her exam... being the younger at home, she can only be taken care of by someone... cant take care of something by herself... so conclusion is she is not the one who is feeding the hamster...ok..maybe she did it for a period of time.. one week?? but soon her interest die off... and in the end it was my mother and i taking care of it...

despite these, it is still my sister's responsibilty to change and clean the hamster.

she can forget to put back the drinking bottle for the hamster. the next morning... the hamster get so dried up like ba gua.. but it didn die... now that we bought some new things for it, it is gone... argh...that is not a good thing...

i am starting to dread msn and sms... but there are just alot of things that is easier to be said through this 2 stupid means... but i know i will continue to use msn and also continue to sms one...

msn...i am crying in front of the computer le but still people that i am talking to are still treating it as a joke... sorry those that i NUDGE and that F word that i used..hmm... that is so not me...

i lost a kitten before too... another sister of mine found it in her school...insisted on keeping it as a squard pet for her batch of NPCC... no one willing to send it to SPCA... took it home, feed it... named it Georgie cause it was found in a Bush... George Bush... i know it is lame...

its eyes are not even open..it is less than 10 days old... after havng it for a week, i die... i thought i will live...

it is showing all those healthy signs... yellow waste... i provided it warmth with the aid of a bottle... it sleeps well against it... but still it die...

i remember that day i was in nan hua...i sat near the glass door and i started weeping like nobody business... oops...

so... both of the above mentioned cute darlings leave me the most unexpected way and at the most unexpected time...

anyway.. things in life are like that... they come and go as and when they like it...

so like it or not, still have to accept it... i know... no choice here.. you never know what will happen the next minute...

yes... i dont know what will happen the next minute...maybe someone will leave me AGAIN...?

i dont mind having a hamster on the 23.07.2006... *hint hint*

what is after this??? hmmm... chemistry... eeks.. i am sick of it... i need help in maths and chemistry!!! dying from them... argh...

i know i can do it...

i will create a miracle

i want to spoil people's spectacles... want them to 跌破眼镜 (die po yan jing) muahahaha...

i can do it...please tell me i can... =C
sorry i am not as confident as i seem...

okok... study time!!! C=

~*please dont leave me the unexpected way*~
~*please dont leave me without a note*~
~*please dont leave me without letting me know why*~
~*please dont leave me...that is the best*~
~* C= *~
~*so do you know what to do?*~

i know u care`bt sori` someting is jus nt rite` nt wif u bt me`nvm` u wun b readin dis
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