.::oh no::.

~*so many blog on hand*~
~*de..a.r.g.h....*~

okok...i am going bonkers... hmm...research and after research... talk to my hotline today...hmm...ok... ya...supposingly him and someone else is suppose to be my hotline...someone that i can call when i need help...

but yah...the other one so so busy...disappear le... so yah...understand...so ya...whatever lor...

hmm...not really talked alot...but he did help... i mean..yah...sound advice...so yah... C= thank you...!

someone is going crazy here...so... yah...going bonkers from all the thinking... i dont know... i mean... i really dont know...i know what i want... but i dont know what the world is thinking...

ya...so make it obvious? i know... then? i also dont know...i am trying to stop myself from doing stupid things... ya...so...whatever lor...

i mean... how i wish there are just somethings that can be said out and settled once and for all... even if it is not something that i want, it will still be me alone then...so ya... better than whatever that is happening now... so ya... whatever la...

i thought i have the courage to say everything out here tonight... but i realise i failed... see the above content? nothing much...so... whatever lor... rarr...

i have a conclusion...

if only my hotline can teach me how to be more optimistic.. hmm... aiya...he also zi sheng nan bao... haha...

saw this dead cat...which i am still feeling very puzzled over... how did it die? i mean.. ya... how? it dont look like being knocked down by car.. but whatever it is...i think it dont deserve to die this way...

~*is today a happy day?*~
~*maybe?*~
~*WHATEVER*~