.::i hate this feeling::.

~*if only...*~

oh no... not really good and not really happy...cause i dont like whatever that is happening around me...

when will all the goody goody things happen?

haa...thank you weihong and jeremy... and please weihong...i didnt mean to INFRINGED your privacy... blame it on the good site meter...mauahhaa...

hmmm...i can still laugh... haas...

i think i am so dead... maybe ya.. i should just say it out? or should i just wait on?

nevermind... C= time will tell the answer..time will tell you whether the feelings are true...but... i am already certain of my feelings... so ya... not my problem now...

hold on...i really hope it is not my problem... haa...do you know that i am... erm... hmm...ya... you know...haa... oops...

anyway... such a long weekend, what should i do? study studay and study...

i will be going out tomorrow...i swear... ya...haa.. going to library...those books needs to go home... i want to find little prince...i want to read...maybe i should go and dig out the chinese one? hmm...ya... maybe i should...

maybe it is time to go out and take a stroll on my own? i scare i will feel worse... i like to walk alone to think...but i scare i will start to think too much... i think that is happening to me now... thinking too much...

i realise i have 2 chemistry reference book...so ya...who need chem...maybe can borrow from me? haas...oops...the thing is...both are quite similar...lol..

anyway...ya... hmm...i am feeling hungry again... oops...gastric soon... predicted...maybe i should go and eat up those hello panda biscuit..but i want to bring it to PA this sunday leh...promised to give to someone because that person found me a song...ya... but see whether got enough not...have to feed myself first...muahaha... selfish...

but come to think of it...i should not have offer him biscuit...i mean... someone deserve more than him...muahhaa...but anyway... ya... see got enough or not...with those monkeys around...

oops... i am not refering to dallan or keelui or PHAY...oops...kidding here.haha...

anyway...ya.. sunday should come faster...but i am scare of sunday nights... i hate it when i start feeling depress on sunday nights... hmm...maybe i should go to bed straight away on sunday night? ya.. i think that is just what i am going to do...

i hope i am being clear enough at times...

i hope

~*i love my TAROTS!!!*~
~*but i want a even cooler set...*~
~*if only...*~
~*hmm... ya...*~
~*smile...*~
~* C= *~