Friday, May 05, 2006

.::Yes i am here::.

~*nevermind*~
~*i dont know why that title*~
~*no link*~

hmmm...what a day... i realise i do cry rather easily... i almost... hold on... ALMOST cried in front of my civic tutor when he said about all those things...

ya...whatever that he told me... i know... that is the reason why i think i can do it...

maybe i really dont have a choice...ever since the day i am born into this family... i am destinated to go through all this... so i can only do what i am suppose to do... i failed halfway.. but i am not going to fail ALL the way... maybe i will be able to do what i do in the long run?? maybe i am just not cut out to do what i wish to do...maybe i am just too timid and too emotional to face the job that i am interested in?? but still.. i am not left with much choice...

yes.. i think everyone has a responsibility when they are born into certain family... i mean.. there is something that has to be done when you are 'introduce' into this world.. those are the purposes of life...

but i think it is still love that keeps the world going.. i think everyone needs to give more love to MOTHER EARTH... sorry... General Paper into Environment recently...so... ya... LOVE MOTHER EARTH please... this is such an important form of love... it is not there... our love for MOTHER EARTH became the love for MONEY... so.. ya.. MOTHER EARTH is so going to stop turning one day... when will the HEAT WAVE hit us? just like how the ICE AGE hit the dinosaurs...??

thats all... any interesting flash i also dont mind.. the more political it is the better... d=

ok...admit.. we were gossiping during PE today.. .all the politics things...

i just dont understand why people dont support PAP... i mean...maybe not the LEE family.. but whatever it is... LEE family did contribute to improving life in Singapore.. i mean...ya... 40 years...developed... now.. living in PEACE... dont understand...

my sister is actually going to sms Steve Chia tomorrow morning to wish him GOOD LUCK...can you imagine...

but still i cant deny the fact that.. i think i know the result le... steve chia will win...but whatever la... PAP still rocks... d=

but anyway.. went out to study with koonhui, liying, and chang er...

fine...it is the Terror Four... AGAIN... muahaha.. so nothing good will ever happen... Liying brought her new laptop... which i intially thought will be 'terrorised' by us.. but i think it is a good thing that it is not being terrorised.. instead it is koonhui's msn..muahaha...

he signed in to his account...he insist on signing in... and so sad that he didnt manage to keep the laptop in view ALL the time... so as usual...the 2 of us, we did something stupid... he got abit... just ABIT angry... then we continue our act after Chang Er come...

since when is Chang Er not involved in our terror acts? muahaha... evil guy him huh... run away when koonhui almost blasted.. but so sad... i think he is only ABIT angry...compare to what we did in the past... d=

anyway... i played with jessie and i think baby got all jealous... sniffing all over when i reach home... lol... but i still love her the most...

hmmm...my ankle pain AGAIN.. how huh? hmm... i mean it is ALWAYS pain la.. but anyway... i think it would remain on my leg lah...muahahaha

today is suppose to be a not so happy day... i dont know...actually everyday is not suppose to be a very happy day... cause i dont like ups and downs... so maybe dont be so happy will make me feel better...

how?hmm...i think i learnt to spell the word in my heart... yes... the word... yes.. c-o-n-t-e-n-t-e-d ... maybe it is something good? or maybe it meant something else?? i dont know... time will give me the answer.. i know... C=

maybe for everything done, there is a reason.. i choose to not sense the reason... cause i dont like to know reasons...

hold on...that is not true... i like to know reasons... i like to know the truth.. but.. i only like to know good reasons... hmm... d=

but hold on...i am not contented with my results... i am so so going to make new spects and more contacts.. muahahahaa... that is one ofthe uses of the money from the government...oopx... d=

~*life is like that*~
~*will everyone learn to be happy?*~
`do u noe tt we hate u??`argh`insensitive creature`stop tinkin u r sum1great n get lost

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