.::i hope i am::.

~*i hope i am drunk last night*~
~*that was a bad mood swing*~
~*yes*~
~*today too*~

i went to school not wanting to talk... first time so quiet in the morning... nothing to talk... no mood to talk... frustrated is all i know...

then the day moved on... i know i did it... i hope it would not be the only once... i would not be the last..! i swear.. i know i can...

other than that...and the great achievement that i wrote that much during chemistry practical today in one hour, thereis nothing great to talk about...unless you include the fact that i brought my happy medicine... my coke!!! yes...i bought coke... and a tub of CHOCOLATE hello panda...not really a tub but a metal tin...

i think i maybe playing mapl later.. i hope... i dont know... headache... i cannot sit there and dont do anything.. my head will just start spinning... i need to think of somethings and have to think of the right things...

i dont know... i have a clever plan that i am going to put into place..i am clever... i hope i am clever enough...

so many cases recently... what a joke... 3 days and that is the end... he deserve a slap.. he will get it from me this sunday...unless he is not going to PA... how can he do things without thinking?

ok...i conclude that i hate night times.. ya.. even now... i hate it now... you dont know what you are doing at night..you will be doing alot of things and the next morning you wake up and you regret everything that you had done... hmm... ya... it is like that.. that is human...

at night you are alone... you forget about reality and only live in your own world.. i bet that can be the happiest time and can be the worst time of the day...

for me.. it is the worst...

ok..i really cannot smile... crack and bleeding lips... abit la... hmm... whats wrong??

~*i am not smiling inside*~
~*this is just another stupid mood swing*~
~*kill me*~
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