.::Heavenly YESTERDAY::.

~*yea*~
~*HEAVENLY YESTERDAY*~
~*minus off some parts*~
~* d= *~

okok...start from dance... the not so happy things might be the fact that i still dont know what is wrong with my leg... arh... anyway... dont care... guilty...slacking away... d=

the happy things... thanks to zixiang, we havedozen of nice things to eat... muahahaha....yesterday is another guilty day... omg...fat...

he went mei shan... broughtback mei... lol... yes... plums... so happy... especially the milk plum...okok...super sweet...so sweet and nice that tempted me to go bugis and buy... now i have a bag infront of me!!!

and the tai yang bing...omg heavenly... suppose to share one between the three of us, erm...mi, maurine and jialing... in the end??lol... we shared three... argh... guilty...cause we scare fat... lol

anyway.. i missed out on the mochi... the ones that he bought from taiwan also...

okok...enough about dance... after that we went bugis...cause the one and only hannbin sister, HANNQIAN birthday!!! went MOS... had a rice burger MEAL... omg...sinful food... then after that ah hong had milk shake...tempted...but i know i did the wrong thing by drinking coke, which is something that i should not be drinking... so i decide to not touch milk shake...

next stop... the EAST OCEAN at bugis basement... milk plums!!! lol... we bought milk plums... then we went on to the next stop, Beard Papa's Cream Puff!!!

heavenly cream puffs... the cream just fill your whole mouth when you take a bite into it...2bucks for one...abit expensive... by the way...the milk plum and cream puff are all sinful food... mos burger meal also!!!

lets move on...we went to take 197 to esplanade...we walked there...and we went to have ice cream... wait...hold on...not normal ice cream... but... Hagen Daz!!! omg...all thanks to MAURINE... woah...buai tahan...keep typing her name... d=

we went to sit somewhere near the Makansutra Gluttons' Bay...omg... here come another sinfulfood... fried oyster with egg~~!

yea..i gave the pitiful 70cents that i am left with and daryl and keelui contribute the rest... dey bought it and we eat AGAIN... okok...sinful...

after that we went home... i took 857 with MAURINE and i took 985 home AGAIN...

anyway...come the not sinful part...

not sinful cause i am just too sad to feel sinful... i waited till 12midnight for my turn to use the computer... i went online... and i decide that i should drink since no one in my house can stand the bitterness of that red wine, and since i have the urge and feel to drink...so i went to drink...

ok...bad me..i finish the remaining wie in the bottle which i think is about half filled... blurt out alot of things to weihong... but still those are things that i know i should say... others secrets are still hidden in my heart... i am not those who will blurt out your secret when i am drunk k??lol

anyway... told him alot of things while i keep drinking... i think i had 2.5 cups of wine... each cup is about the volume of a drink can... those aluminium cans... slightly more... so imagine how much i drink... when i was having the third cup, i give up... milk plum come into the picture!!! but still.. in the end... i puke everything out...yea...EVERYTHING

i went to sleep cause i could not take it... spinning...

ya... i am not a good girl...i am not as guai guai as i try to act as... but still who is not double faced?

anyway...that dont sound like a joke...nothing changed... i dont know whether i will regret after i typed these but still i shall continue... that is so so double faced... after that talking to me as if nothing happened...okok... so IT IS a joke?? so funny... WHATEVER~! dont assume... i was not upset about anything initially...~!

maybe it is time for some changes in my character...hmm...why must remind me that they are alike?? arh... should not have mention his name... omg... anyway...i know he would not blurt everything out...lol...

see...perfect emotional control here? laughing and being sad at the same time...

sometimes i hope that i can get angry more often instead of sad... cause you get over something when it is anger rather than when it is unhappiness...

maybe sometimes i should not sense so much so i will not know andwill not care what others are feeling or thinking then i would not be sad... cause i will not be disturb by the negative things that they have for me...

maybe sometimes i should be like my dad...never bother to sense why and what people around him are thinking about... he is always throwing his temper whenever he sees things that he dont like.. he never bother to understand why things are the way they are...

angry leave faster than sad... you will get over it with more ease...

anyway... i think i will be happier tomorrow... maybe i should stop going PA??

~*haas*~
~*silly me!*~